"DEAR MUM..."

 

    DEAR MUM,

I know you wouldn't believe all I'm going to say but I plead with you in God's Name to believe every of my words for they are true and real...

Do you remember that that year? Precisely on the 13th day of the second month...

I came home from school and you were busy in the kitchen preparing daddy's meal so you can meet up for the community women's meeting at mama Kofo's house (Do you remember now?)...

I told you I wanted to have personal talk with you then (remember?) but you simply laughed and asked me to say it there because you are very busy.

If you could remember vividly, I told you not to worry and walked into my room quietly...

The following day was 14th of February and I told you I wanted to go and visit my classmate in town...

Though you saw me dressed in that body revealing clothes yet you didn't say anything rather than your normal phrase "you children of nowadays sa..."( How I wished you had said more or even do something)

You were so busy with your discussion with our neighbor's second wife who came to discuss her rival's daughter's case with you...

You counselled her on how to be a good mother to her step-daughter while you never had time for me...(How I wished you were dead too like our neighbour's first wife so that I could have a step mother like aunt Cecil who would do anything to ensure I was properly raised...)

I wished you had stopped to search my bag that day (I had extra clothes and make-up kit etc. in the bag) ...😢

I wished you had cautioned me 😢

I wished you had had time for me like aunt Cecil had for Fortress...

I saw her with her step -daughter eating Ice-cream that afternoon at the City Fair Mall while I was with my friends, waiting at the mall for the vehicle that took us to the Beach Resort where we did all manner of things together😭

Mum, it's been years now...

And I'm reaping the results of that year😢

Mum, do you know that the events of that single day launched me into a terrible sexual prison...😭

I never knew I was in for trouble when I started having string urge for sex whenever I see a male...😢

It became worse that I started begging my mates to sleep with me whenever the urge comes😭

I did several abortion and that never stopped me from the path I ignorantly chose that unforgettable 14th day of February...😭

I thought I was enjoying myself but I never knew I was carving a live coffin for myself...😭

Mum, I laughed when I saw you on TV yesterday, speaking to young girls on sexual purity...

I wished you had said half of those words to me...😭

It wouldn't have caused you anything to take me out for a cup of ice cream back then, you and I, one- on -one...🤦‍♀

I would have cherished that moment for life😭😭

I know I'm inexcusable but mum, you didn't help me either...😭

I decided not to come home all these years even after my NYSC since I knew I may one day force my only brother to bed😭😭😭

I'm not asking you to pity me, I only write to tell you what your insensitivity has caused me...😢

I plead with you to please raise my little sister well...😭

Today is another February 14th...

Please don't ask where I am...😭😭😭

(at least I told you I'm working and I sent you a monthly allowance for your upkeep and you have never for once asked about the nature of my work...)

Let me stop here for I know you may have another community meeting or...

Greet my Brandy and Tessy.

Tell them I love them both and wished I'm at home with them...

Please tell them I have chosen a path of destruction and I need help (if there's any...)😭😭😭😭😭

But beg them not to follow my example...

Please forgive me for not telling you all these years🙇‍♀

I truly regretted every of my actions mum and I'm so sorry😭😭😭😭😭😭

I still love you mum and if I can change the hand of time, I would have chosen better😭😭😭

YOUR LOST DAUGHTER.

(To Be Continued...)

"DON'T START...!"

'Everyone is doing it and besides, he loves only me...'🤔

'Its just a little kiss...why talking as if he's taken me to bed? I know him, he won't do that! He's different from other guys...'🙆‍♀️

'Its just a harmless hug! He promised he won't go beyond that...'🤦‍♀

'You don't know him...he can't hurt a fly! He will never force me to bed without my consent even if we are alone in a room...'🤣

'Sitting on a guy's lap is no big deal... He's my friend with no strings attached...'🙄

'That experience was a mistake. He didn't mean to do it and he has promised never to do that again...'😤

'I can tell him anything...I prefer discussing heart to- heart matters with my male friends than the female ones. They are more caring and concerned...'🏃‍♀

'I can sleep on the same bed with a female and nothing will happen...' 🤭

👆👆👆👆👆👆

My counsel for you dear single:👇👇👇

DON'T START...!

Don't start a journey you cannot finish!

Don't showcase your goods to a thief!

Don't walk on a dead -end tunnel!

Don't give him the cover for he will go for the rest!

If you give a hem, he will remove the dress leaving you in shame and regrets...

You'll wish with tears that you never met!

Right now he's fanning the flame of deceit and you're rejoicing...

Beware lest you cast your pearls in the swine with your eyes blindfold with what you call love... please DON'T START!

Don't sing a song of woe and destruction!

Don't beat the drum of sorrow, don't sell your destiny... don't start a journey of nothingness!

Let not your innocence be stolen...

Let not your beauty be rubbed with pomade of shame and disgrace!

You are more than money can buy!

Your price is far above rubies!

Hear His pleas in Songs of Solomon 3:5(MESSAGE BIBLE.) 👇

"Oh, let me warn you, sisters in Jerusalem,

by the gazelles, yes, by all the wild deer:

Don't excite love, don't stir it up, 

until the time is ripe—and you're ready."

👆

I understand your emotions may be playing some pranks but trust the One who put it in you and He'll help you put it under check.

Please DON'T START...! WAIT instead... and you'll bless God you did!

The world is waiting for your glorious testimony 🥰 please don't mess it.

"DON'T START...!"

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